Now, at thirty-seven, Ivy had come home to shed that other skin.

"It's okay," Ivy said, her voice as calm as the deep pool beneath her. "I'm not a ghost. Just a woman taking a bath."

Ivy smiled, water dripping from the hair on her chin. "That's because no one shows you. But look closer. I'm not ashamed. I'm hairy . And I'm the happiest I've ever been."

The creek sang on. The hawk cried out. And Ivy, Ivana, the woman of leaves and roots and unshaven truths, let the water hold her exactly as she was.

When she slipped into the creek, the cold shocked a gasp from her lungs, then softened into a kind of embrace. The current pulled at the hair on her calves, her forearms, the small of her back. She floated on her back, breasts rising like twin islands, and watched a red-tailed hawk trace a circle above the ridge. For the first time in two decades, she did not feel the phantom sting of a wax strip or the itch of stubble returning before noon. She felt complete —every follicle a small anchor to her own body, every curl a signature that no one else could forge.