She had simply been here. And that, she realized, was the entire point of Thank Your Lucky Stars . It was not an album of resolutions. It was an album of lingering. Of letting the cold wind hit your face. Of admitting that the rug had been pulled, and you were still floating in the air, and that was okay.
Thank Your Lucky Stars. The phrase drifted into her head, not as a thought but as a feeling. She’d found the album on a dusty CD rack in the motel’s “lobby”—a euphemism for a room with a broken vending machine and a single philodendron dying of loneliness. The jewel case was cracked. She’d bought it for two dollars. Beach House-Thank Your Lucky Stars-2015--Album-...
She got up. The floor was cold linoleum. She pulled on a coat over her pajamas—a man’s navy peacoat that was also Paul’s, because she hadn’t packed her own—and stepped outside. She had simply been here
By the time “Somewhere Tonight” played in her mind—the final, aching waltz—the sun had begun to leak a thin, gray light over the water. She had not painted. She had not written. She had not called Paul to say she was sorry or that he was a coward or that the mug was ugly anyway. It was an album of lingering
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